And then it gets late and who do i talk to? Who do I message? Do I just shut up and keep it all inside? no because if be true I used to do this to get fucked up so that I would hurt myself now I do it so I can send nice to people but how much is OK?

Most people don’t mind or they say they don’t mind but how much can they take? Can I send seveneen messages on the run but only NEED an answer from one of then and it’s about number 11. but without the rest even number 11 doesn’t make any sense.

I’ve thought it before and think I might have come close in the past that you can get too deep in the depths of it all, even if nobody follows you that far down.