5614 - Now
it’s interesting how my last words always want to be a big beauty explosion to someone or a self hatred thing that involves me doing the bad thing.
I have middles and can mostly sort of deal with things but, maybe because I can’t give the other, I give this more strongly.
Right now I would rather get the knife from under the bed that I pretend I don’t know is there and slice my own ar, rather than work out who to send some lovely words to.
I’m here to listen. FUCK OFF YOU’RE NOT.
I could in no way message a shit who posts shit like that than I could burn myself when shit goes down.
Loads of people say, ‘I’m here to listen’ but I have no interest in messaging them no matter how deep I get.
You don’t help someone with a mental head by offering to help.
(bigger thought words. Bed time.)
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