think what I want, is just one last person to tell them how awesome/beautiful/wonderful/ even weird, they are.

I don’t need or can’t have the snugles of the world and spooning or being spooned to sleep.

So the best I can do when I’m like this is wish for one last person, that no matter how fucked out of my shit i am, I’m allowed to allowed to tell someone something beautiful about themselves with no repercussions.

I fcking hate myself and I’ll never fucking understnad me so shut the fuck up