Had a bit of an episode yesterday, posted (a short one) about it and not a single reply except from Zoe.

I put a silly picture or something and lots of comments or reactions of some kind so I know people read my posts but nothing for this. And it is FAR from the first time.

A lot of them post ‘I’m here to listen’ bullshit too.

It’s not because they don’t care because people do like me and care, so why no reply or message when I actually do need help?

I can only assume that despite the ‘I’m here for you’ stuff, people just don’t know how to deal with all the mental head stuff or how to react.

Which is shit because sometimes all it takes is a random nice word or comment or just some kind of fucking acknowledgement that I even exist when I get in that state.

It might be 2 years since I used the knife but those days are not fully gone I don’t think and Robin Williams killed himself at 61 so this shit never truly goes away.