5407 - Whenever now is 
August 26, 2021 | Spacetime | No Comments
I don’t want to squish my own head and squeeze it to hold in or let out the screams inside anymore, ish. but I just did it then when my hands were nearly doing it and my brain was somehow almost year do it and I’ll scream or not scream.
But I didn’t because I don’t need to. It’s want vs need and that’s what this fight is all about.
I’ve accepted I don’t need it but I still want it.
Not only am I losing the knife I’m even losing the hate myself when I’m wasted thing.
I like me and I don’t want to because it’s hard work and
you’re not my shrink, shut up
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