I don’t know what I want. I don’t want that release because that only happens if it’s like a full on safety net.

So what do I want?

there is something inside screaming to get out and it’s fucking with my tummy and my mojo and

it just fucking hurts but I don’t know where or why or how so I can’t ease it.

its just a bubbling cunt hiding like a fuck waiting chest burst out of your brain and fuck with you.

I fucking hate it.