Yesterday was such a weird day. didn’t go to bed until about 2 but was fully awake by 7 so got up.

Later on I felt really weird, kind of like lack of sleep weird but more so. My arms felt too heavy, I was proper weary and a bit spaced out.

Then I had to rush for a poo and I now understand what people mean when they say they have the squirts.

Sure I’ve had runny poos before but this was like weeing out of your bum. It was weird as fuck and went on for ages.

But after, just like ‘The Incident’ when I threw up half my stomach lining, I felt completely fine again.

It really seemed (both times) like I had some bad stuff/illness/whatever in me and first time i threw it up but this time I pooed all the bad out and was fine again.

I don’t know if it’s medically possible but what if I really do that? Kind of why I’ve never really been in: my body gathers up all the germs/gunk/badness/whatever and then just expunges it?