A thing joe said tonight that I didn’t let on too much because it was his turn of taliking.

I have not labels for my brain.

I can’t put ADHD on my cv lie PhD or MsC or any of them.

I can’t even say I’m bipolar or put myself on the spectrum or any of it.

And i truly do (weeping as I type) want a label and join in with the gang and be able to explain shit with people listening to me because they think I know shit because I am this that or the other.

I fucking hurts so much not having a label because they seem to make people pay more attention.

But then, of course, I don’t want one because I don’t need labels to describe me and I would hate to be put into a category so I’ll put up with the pain of not having the thing I don’t want anyway.